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Losing the will to live

by Carolanne

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  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    10 Brutal songs with 12 pags full color of artwork great sound !!!

    Includes unlimited streaming of Losing the will to live via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
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1.
I FAIL TO FIND CONFORT I FALL UPON YOUR BODY AN SWALLOW MY DYING BREATH AS I CAN FEEL SO WRONG. FEEDS ON ILLUSIONS EVE THROUGH YOU ARE DYING SHOULD WITH HER DIE IN THE SAME PLACE. LOSING THE WILL TO LIVE ALL I WANT IS YOU LOSING THE WAY OF LIFE ALL I WANT IS FUCK. LOSING THE WILL TO LIVE ALL I WANTS IS DEATH LOSING THE WAY OF LIFE ON MY ROTTEN HANDS. THE TREBLE OF MY HANDS MY VEINS ARE SHOWING TROUGH NO MORE MISERY LIFE IS NOT WORTH TO YOU. THIS IS THE HISTORY OF MY FUCKING LIFE 2V LOSING THE WILL TO LIVE ALL I WANT IS YOU LOSING THE WAY OF LIFE ALL I WANT IS FUCK. LOSING THE WILL TO LIVE ALL I WANTS IS DEATH LOSING THE WAY OF LIFE ON MY ROTTEN HANDS. VOICES IN MY HEAD DON´T STOP REPEAT JUST YOUR LIFE AND FUCK THEM.
2.
Rotten love (free) 05:06
THE SECRET OF HUMAN EXISTENCE WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT THE BLADE? FIND REASON TO LOVE WITHOUT A CLEAR IDEA. THERE ARE ALWAYS REASONS FOR KILLING IT´S BETTER A SHORT LIFE IT´S IMPOSSIBLE TO JUSTIFY LIVING WHEN EVERYTHING LOST. WHEN SADNESS BECOMES IN JOY I REMEMBER YOU SO SOFT, SO BLUE I JUST WANTED TO HAVE YOU I JUST WANTED. SO SOFT, SO BLUE WHEN MACABRE BECOMES TRUE. I DISMEMBERED YOU SO HARD, SO LEATHERY JUST WANTED TO FUCK YOU. #2 LIFE HAS GIVEN US THOUSANDS OF SENSATIONS BUT MINE IS POISONED DEATH, TO FINISH WITH ME MUST HAVE MY COMPLICITY. I HAVE IN MY HANDS THE MEANS TO END DEATH WILL FIND WHO IS READY TO DIE?
3.
Goat´s eye (free) 03:02
BEYOND THE MOUNTAINS PAGAN GOD WAITS FOR YOU WATCHING THE WORLD FROM HIS THRONE. BRAVE WARRIORS TRYED TO KILL HIM BEFORE YOU DID HIS DARK AND COLD GAZE ANNHILATES ALL HOPE. PARALYZED BY FEAR IN FRONT OF GOAT´S EYE YOU FALL IN THE ABYSS EMBRACED BY THE COLD DARKNESS. CURSES AND LEGENDS ABOUT TO THE GOAT’S EYE HIS SHADOW IN THE NIGHT RULES THE WORLD.
4.
PREMATURE ABANDONED DENIED LOVE BETRAYED BY LIFE DECEPTION THE ONLY OBSESSION THE PLEASURE OF SELF DESTRUCTION THE SUFFERING MY PASSION MY BODY FULL OF SCARS EJACULATING BLOOD TOO LATE TO SAVE ME BACK TO AN UNDISTINGUISHED LIFE NO, DON´T TRY TO CONVINCE ME NO, IS THE ONLY WORD I KNOW I WAS GOING TO LISTEN TO YOU BUT I DECIDED TO FINISH WITH MY LIFE ALL GOOD ENDS I CAN´T BEAR WITH THIS HEAVY CHARGE MY ONLY NOTEA SUICIDE NOTE ONE WISH DON´T REANIMATE ME LET ME DIE IN PEACE ALL IS BULLSHIT LET ME DIE IN PEACE IS MY ONLY WISH FOR ONCE I´LL BE WHO GIVES UP
5.
LA SUERTE TE ABANDONO AQUEL DIA EN EL DESIERTO RODEADO DE MUERTE EN COMPAÑIA DEL SILENCIO. SOL, CAOS, LUZ SOMBRAS A TU ALREDEDOR SANGRE, BALAS, SUDOR SIGNOS DE TRAICION. LAS BOTAS DEL MUERTO LLAMAN TU ATENCION LAS BOTAS DEL MUERTO. CREISTE CAMBIAR TU MALA SUERTE UN NUEVO HOMBRE RENACIO ABANDONANDO EL ESCENARIO TETANDO A LA SUERTE INCONSCIENTE Y MALDITO. ESTAS MALDITO!!! TE DISTE A LA VIDA LOCA GASTANDO EN ABUNDANCIA TE RODEASTE DE MUJERES LLAMANDO SU ATENCION. ESTAS MALDITO!!! TODO ESTA PERDIDO!! MALGASTASTE SU DINERO Y AHORA DEBES RENDIRLES CUENTAS DESPIERTAS EN EL SUELO DONDE TODO COMENZO.
6.
Drop by drop 04:38
YOU’RE NOTHING WITHOUT YOUR VICTIMS HIS TRUE FEELINGS WHICH YOU FEED. CRUEL AND IMPASIBLE HE SEDUCES HIS CHOICE SUCKING HER BLOOD DROP BY DROP. DINK MY BLOOD TAKE MY SOUL STEALING ALL HER LOVE LEAVING HIS COLD BODY STEALING ALL HER LOVE WANDERING WITHOUT SOUL DAMNED IN THIS FUCKING WORLD. DRAGGING YOUR SADNESS BETWEEN PAIN AND SUFFERING UNABLE TO FORGET IT DROWNING YOUR THINKINGS. DROWNING YOUR THINKING!! GUILTY OF LOOKING FOR HAPPINES GUILTY OF….. CHEATED AGAIN AND AGAIN THE SORROW IS UNBEAREABLE I WANT TO DIE….I WANT TO DIE!!
7.
Blind Faith 03:01
INSTRUMENTS ARE READY FOR THE EXPULSION RITUAL BLOOD, BILE AND SHIT TORTURE FOR HIS SALVATION. PRAYS, SAINTS AND SWEAT CLIMAX IN THE... EXORCISM !!! INNOCENT GIRL... POSSESED!! AFTER RECEIVING GOD. BLIND FAITH ACTS OF BLIND FAITH SACRIFICE AND PENANCE STONES IN THE ROAD TOWARDS TO REDEMPTION HIS EXECUTED SOUL UNDER INTENSE SUFFERING SISTERS OF THE LIGTH SACRIFICE THE LAMB. THE PARADISE AS A REWARD REALITY SATANIC MURDER SUPERSTITIONS AND FEAR MADNESS AND AUTHORITY ABUSE.
8.
Inner demons 03:41
EVERYBODY HAS SOMETHING INSIDE THAT CANS DRIVE’EM TO…. THE VERGE OF INSANITY EVERYBODY CAN DO WRONG FOLLOWING VOICES OF THE INNER DEMONS. THE VERGE OF INSANITY EXEMPLARY ACTS VIOLENTLY TURNED BACK WITH NO APPARENT REASON BLOWN OUT INTO A VICIOUS CIRCLE INNER DEMONS ON NO RETURN POINT NOBODY’S BACK ALIVE CONSCIOUS THAT THEIR BARBARIC SUICIDE IS SALVATION. LISTEN TO YOUR INNER VOICES WITH THEIR DEMENTIAL SINGING TAKING YOU ADRIFT TO THE END OF YOUR LIFE.
9.
Bitter world 04:17
I TRY TO CLOSE MY FISTS STRONG BUT I CAN´T…I CAN´T IMPOTENT I SEE MY SELF DYING!! LOOKING FOR A REASON TO THIS PAIN THAT KILLS ME SLOWLY PUSHES ME AWAY FROM MY FAMILY AND DEGRADES ME AS A HUMAN. LOOKING FOR….A REASON TO THIS PAIN…THAT KILLS ME AND DEGRADES ME….AS A HUMAN SLOWLY…SLOWLY….SLOWLY!! I FELL,I DON´T, HAVE WILL OVER MY BODY I SAY, HELLO…HELLO…NOT TO WORRY BUT I DON´T,CARE ABOUT,ANYTHING…ANIMORE NOW IT´S,CRYSTAL CLEAR CAN I GO ON… CAN I GO ON OR IS IT JUST, A TRICK TO KILL ME FAST!!! DAZED I SEE MY HANDS LIKE A KNOCK OUT BOXER FAREWELL BITTER WORLD FUCK THE WORLD MY LAST WORDS
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released January 5, 2013

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